Tidal Waves Couldn't Save The World From Californication

Today was my un-birthday

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 04:01:31 GMT

Soo tonight I celebrated my unofficial birthday. I got a few presents, and a little bit of money. In a REALLY bad mood all day today. People in photo had to be douches and then some people told me that they weren't going to make plans and then they did, and wanted to make me meet them @ the movies and pay for both of us when it was supposed to be for celebrating MY birthday... I just dont get it duude. Im soo sick of being shit on by people. Some people give a fuck, I found that out tonight. I thank them for that, you guys are mah best friendZ! :-*

peace out mother fuckers
~n

So Im prob the saddest excuse for a person

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 04:50:57 GMT

So I definately feel let down by a bunch of people as well as a let-downer. I let rachel down... and then everyone else before her let me down and yeah. I'm just so sick of having to stay home all the time, and because of my curfiew I can never go out when most people are off of work or when my boyrfriend is off of work. I have no time to spend with anyone anymore, and its really frustrating because the job that I have and the pay for it isn't even worth the time that i'm missing with these people... I just :'( feel sooper sad... and idk how to not feel this way.... I should probably talk to someone who gives a fuck. o wait.. thats no one! :-D! oh imagine that

~mother fucking n~

Back To School....

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 02:35:47 GMT

Sooo yesterday's classes were a sooper huge joke.. Todays were kinda hard... I had to think in math class... Ended up falling asleep..heh and then write an essay in photo studio... I'm in a really down mood right now. I dont really understand whats going on. I'm mad at someone that really hasn't done anything to me, and I'm confused as to why im so upset with them.... I guess I'm just really sad that summer is over, and sorta being able to do whatever I want. I'm not allowed to do what I want all that often.. I really don't like being stepped on or treated like I dont matter, because honestly I think I do matter at least just a little bit.... I don't understand why no one feels the need to treat me the way they treat their friends. Kim knows what I'm talking about.... I don't understnad why if you love someone... no matter friend, boyfriend, whomever it always seems to get fucked up. If someone rally truly loves you for who you are and all of you, they should stop doing things because they are afraid that you will leave them. That is basically a given. Im incomplete right now... and that just chaps my ass...

Tmw morning..band...bitches...

peace, LOVE, and some cow balls :-P

Take me down to the paradise city

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 22:47:37 GMT

Sooo.... This week is going by WAY to fast.... Band camp is going to be starting, and then effing school. That really chaps my ass. I did pretty much nothing today, haha woke up around ah noon.. Then went to the bank to keep my sanity, and then the library later with the mom and sister. Kinda in a crappy mood.. I barely do anything. I'm kinda a loser.. hahaha

peace, love, and your grandma
~Natalie

When the levee breaks

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 20:00:48 GMT

so wow... i just realized school is like less than a month away from starting... and then, uh band camp is the week after next.... I HATE band camp... i honestly dont even know if I am going to go a lot this year... I'm really not in the mood to be controlled by that natzis man.... with nipples... that are done... agh man.. What a biach... I just wish I was done with everything.... Shit.. senior pictures next week too.... zangg... not. I think its time for a nap and/or food...

pay-ece
N

How I wish, How I wish you were here now

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 03:07:03 GMT

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl, year after yearr.... Pink Floyd outburst... so sorry

Well today is Saturday... Got back from my Italy/Greece trip about a week and 1/2 ago... It was most definately an expirence... I had a couple of fun days but most of it kinda wasn't that great... getting an ear infection, having crappy food, beef jerky tour guide.. hahah welll.... this summer just seems to be wasting away to to fast. Effing band camp is starting in like a week.... I hate band. Damnn.... agh well... I don't really know what else to say because I haven't updated in like 5 years... so I don't really remeber how this whole thing even works....

~N